Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
To real love
So it's been a really long time since I've had the courage to talk to you and I know that you don't really like, but that's ok with me because I really look up to you and always will. I think I've said this but you help me find myself and I really want to thank you for that. Someone told me to just be honest with you well here I go, I really like the way you made me feel and your charm your funny jokes. I told myself that all the times I just wanted you to be my friend and I realized I had that and I blew it and if you ever got to read this I'd hope you'd give me a second chance to just be your friend. I was wondering why I did really like you and I think it is because at 14 I wanted desperately to fit in if you even know how that feels you MIT understand. I think that I over tried to get your approval that's another thing that a 14 year old girl wants is to get approval.!!!! Just saying...
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
I don't play chess because it is all the same aggressive open pattion mid game and the altment cheek mate and with the 40 moves per game and I relised that I play over and over and my mind expects a different outcome. So I stop playing why waist my smarts on a repition On the same outcome each time.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Fun right.
Sorry I've been really sick and not able to write but I'm hear now. Do you know how long they had neon the ER like 5 hours before they got me in.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
FFA power
I love FFA is my life and it is what keeps me together I love speaking. And that's all because I'm FFA strong
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Subs
We had so much fun at school because we had a sub and was reall cool and funny that was so much fun
Am I weird
Do sercial killers are interesting like Jeffery domed Ted bundy zodiac bro charlas Manson and other killers. Is that weird but I find them so interesting weird right.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Well I'm tring Russian and it is so hard and Steven laughs at me cause I'm so bad at it and they don't understand it is so funny. People tell me if you have a bad day with your Parents they don't understand me they don't know any thing about me it hurts you cry for they're attion and the don't listen to anything you say and they don't even know why I can't stand to be around them
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Weird right.
I'm studying food manners and it is so weirder cause us small town people don't do half this stuff and it kinda dumb because who needs two forks and two spoons that's not understandable so weird right.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
So I was in the store the only store in the small town of oilton. And it's weird that every corner you turn you rather
Are friends not friends or related and there's alway the ex or the guy or girl of your dreams. There's the owner working and the kids but the funny thank is you can't do much with out someone seeing you and it seems impossible to get away with anything so if you live in a small town there are some things you can do
1. Stay at home if you skip school because most Likely someone somewhere will tell your parents and you will get caught
2. If you have a boyfriend that your parents don't like than you meat out side of town because someone will see you.
Last but not least 3. If you are doing drugs or other bad stuff then what you do is....... Don't do them because that's just stupid and dangerous and you should (what could you be thinking dumbie). So over all review if you sneak out of school stay home hide your boyfriend and don't do drugs so ya for now :)
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Watch who you hurt.
In small towns news travels fast and like all new it's most uneventful but yesterday a 15 year old girl killed her self. That's so sad and I new her she would want you to know her story. When she was 13 a junior took advantage of her and then told everyone and people soon started calling her a slut and that's when it began. If that's happen to any of you then you know have it feels, her so called friends then stopped hanging out with her. Her parents treated her like a bad kid and over all NLT very many people like her. One day she came to me and said she was hurting and nobody would listen. I knew how she felt. One day she started seeing a shrenk and he told her she would just have to get over it and that well did not help. She was looking for an exit out of reality and surly she found it she started doing drugs and started cutting her self. One day when she was low she took her one life and nobody could help her. So I guess what this means is don't judge people because you don't want to that person to push them over the edge. There are something's you can do, 1 say hi to people that you don't know it can make a differcne and 2 just be nice cause you don't know what someone else is feeling. So Byblos for now and I hoped you learned something.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
All about me.
Sorry for the no post. My friend Myles told me I was using this like a Facebook but now that stops. I feel bad I've said all this stuff and never told you anything about me and so hear I go. My full name is Aubrey Mae Wilson, I live in a small town and I am a freshman i high school I'm in many organization like Ffa fccla and that like it. I love cats and all animals I love peanut butter and jelly sandwichs shaped like hearts and butterfly kisses. I alway seem like I have my guard up but that's just because I've been hurt lots and some think I don't trust guys as much as girls well there right. But I hope that I will someday let that special person in to unlock my heart so if the guy of my dreams is out there please become the guy of my reality. So yeah that all.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Help me deside
If you want a good movie watch the school of life. I hate that every time he comes over and calls he acts like we're fine then he says we can't hang out and hurts me again so what do you do comment and tell me should I call it quites.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
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